ART (Another Random Thought) / 2:39 pm

it likes to creep in through the backdoor. before i know it, im living with it. it has already made a room for itself, has strewn its dirty socks all over the carpet and has used up all the toothpaste. however uninvited it was from the start, i still want it to stay. i didnt think it was the right time, but i am happy that i am exactly where i wanted to be. it wasnt the usual way where it starts out all cheese and thrills or with the nice impressions. it was 'friendship'. i never fix my hair, dress-up pretty and got all the nervous and cold when i was about to see the stars. i never had an agenda in the beginning, no games, no expectations. it was very honest and real note. it was a special friendship that grew long before i realised that caring about this treasure was a great deal. i was on high before i knew it. it fills me with hapiness that is both simple and profound. it was growing like a wild thing. everyday became perfectly ordinary days.. its a soft embrace, imperfections and all. differences, in that respect was out of the mold - was a risk and free-fall. yet its working so beautifully. ive never felt so healthy :)

My name is Patricia Cruz. I am a Las Piñas native, a Manila lover, a sleeper by day and come nightfall i sleep again. My two front row teeth are bestfriends since i was 5. While my closest friend on earth is a worldwide, publicly accessible series of interconnected computer networks that transmit data by packet switch using the standard IP. I sleep with my eyes closed and my mouth snoring. I live in a place where its accessible to all different kinds of public utility transportation going anywhere except to Sucat, Parañaque. I am allergic to dust and anything that smells. I spend about half a day scratching my scalp for dandruff. My educational background i might say, is a bit complicated but a very adventurous experience. Immaculate Montessori School of Las Piñas City molded me to become a responsible and honest student plus individual for 8 years. A useless idea from nowhere told me to transfer and continue my higschool degree at St. Paul College of Parañaque. It was the very first extreme 2 years in my life wherein i've experienced different culture shocks brought by peer pressure due to my weak ability to stand temptations and influences. SPCP days seemed to be very harsh on me but then, fly new people were invented that is why i threw away my mad past experiences, kept the army who helped me leave my apathetic life and stay cool with them until now. Life wouldn't be complete without the ups and downs. Things weren't able to be planned, and it just so happened that all of us need to bear with reality because of some matters which can take place to anyone of us (it is called a problem). So be it, i transferred to St. Francis Business Highshcool which lies in the southern rural area of Manila and is famously known to all Caviteños as 'pranse'. What's cool is that when you feel like taking that term too conyo, you might as well call it 'france' :) Arrangements in this colorful chapter of my life is quite a big change that, for the co-ed set-up of the institution. I wasn't able to adjust easily for the fact that i came from an exclusive all-girls school. But whatever. Two years isn't a long time for my drama-scene that's why i have to cope up and be able to get along with new a society. That aint very hard until i started to enjoy the happy-go-go's of everything related to my new second home. The planet and stars were aligned for me when i graduated and stepped-up to face a fresh test in my life - college. I don't want to explain further information about the whats and abouts of that part because I will be more than ashamed to share what occured for there was no progress and to rank it was less than so-so. Not fun. So here i am today, creating an imaginary office with me as my own boss busy with unproductive stuffs over the net every each passing day. To think about it is very disappointing.. but why not look at the brighter side when you can have a company with no one's expecting a wage? :p I am soon turning over 19 and still a bum-ass slacker doing absolutely zero. Thank God, for a very understanding and supportive mom like Soc and for my father like Babes who is as nice as my mom. I promised myself, this will be my last standing active blog ever 'cos i got like different tons of shits already. You can just call me Patet.




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ART (Another Random Thought) / 2:39 pm

it likes to creep in through the backdoor. before i know it, im living with it. it has already made a room for itself, has strewn its dirty socks all over the carpet and has used up all the toothpaste. however uninvited it was from the start, i still want it to stay. i didnt think it was the right time, but i am happy that i am exactly where i wanted to be. it wasnt the usual way where it starts out all cheese and thrills or with the nice impressions. it was 'friendship'. i never fix my hair, dress-up pretty and got all the nervous and cold when i was about to see the stars. i never had an agenda in the beginning, no games, no expectations. it was very honest and real note. it was a special friendship that grew long before i realised that caring about this treasure was a great deal. i was on high before i knew it. it fills me with hapiness that is both simple and profound. it was growing like a wild thing. everyday became perfectly ordinary days.. its a soft embrace, imperfections and all. differences, in that respect was out of the mold - was a risk and free-fall. yet its working so beautifully. ive never felt so healthy :)